Social networking allows you to connect at a distance. That is a wonderful thing.
My birth son does has a profile on Facebook, sort of. There is no pic and he really hasn’t posted anything.
My birth son’s girlfriend is very active on Facebook. We are friends and we comment back and forth every now and then.
Tonight I went to check her profile since I had not heard anything lately and.. and…
I saw photos of my birth son I didn’t even know existed. I saw many pictures, many smiles, his life without me.
It it is so hard to see the life that you lost. It is so hard to see the life I should have been involved in.
I am happy to see him happy.
It breaks my heart to not be a part of his life.
