My Journey To Find My Birth Son Jamie
This time of year is very difficult. If you have not found your birth child you wonder if ‘they’ are happy, if ‘they are loved, if ‘they’ will have a good Christmas. Not knowing hurts. If you have found your birth child, you wish that you could be part of their joy, you wish you… [Read More]
As I write this I can honestly say that I don’t remember much between the epidural and the delivery room. Let me tell you what I do remember. Probably once I write this I will remember more in my dreams. After I received the epidural I was told the contractions would ease and the swelling… [Read More]
Maybe the Doctor Can Help Me During my dreams last night I realized how important it is to explain what happened with the doctor. Not just to tell you my story, but also, just maybe, something I say will trigger a memory for you if I explain. A few weeks after Jamie was born I went… [Read More]
Why was it different for me when I got pregnant? My Mum told at a young age that my Granny was pregnant with her before she was married. I even remember my Mum telling me that my Granny sang in the church choir when she was pregnant with her before she was married. So the… [Read More]
I know that statement is hard to read. It never occurred to me that this would be possible until I met my future husband. When my husband and I first met we knew there was something special between us. We knew we had an incredible connection right away. There were so many similarities. We fell… [Read More]
I have been thinking a lot about my search for my birth son and some of the many obstacles I ran into. Here is one I want to share with you. When I first started looking for my birth son there were a limited number of books that you could find to give you ideas on how… [Read More]
I read an article the other day in our local paper. It was about a 15 year old girl who was forced to give up her baby at birth in 1982. No, this is not news for those of you who read my blog. There are a lot of us out there who had this happen… [Read More]
As you know, if you have read my previous entries, my son was taking away from me at his birth. I had a good idea who was involved but that did not help me — they did not help me. I searched for help, anything that might help me find him. Way back then there was really… [Read More]
My Birth Child Was Taken From Me At Birth A mother having her child taken at birth is something that no one can understand unless they have gone through the experience. I know this personally. My son was taken from me right at birth. When I entered the hospital in labor I believed I was taking my… [Read More]
On June 8th I sent another letter to the doctor who delivered my son asking him for help. In this letter I spoke to him as an adult birth mother instead of a crazed young woman wanting her birth son back. Of course it was to late to get him back — I was only hoping… [Read More]
